Pray for me?

It’s a hell of a thing for someone to ask, especially when I am so skeptical about what to believe. But, If you know God, can I ask you for a quick prayer asking him to have it not be C when I go into ER tomorrow?

If things turn out in my favor, I will double my efforts to find some faith.

And after that, if I were to find my soul mate, or even more impossible, be blessed with a family after all of this, I will believe; i will serve. I will question no more.

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Once in a very great while, I come across someone who makes me wonder – Perhaps God really does exist – maybe somehow, somewhere I could find him.

This time it’s someone who is dead against sex before marriage  – I hate to wonder what she thinks of some of the stuff I’ve posted here on the Diary,  –  If God is out there –  looks like I’m going to have to walk a long way, or at least not have any sex, to reach him.

I very rarely post something like this: in fact, I believe today will be the second time I’ve devoted a post in honor of another blogger. But, I was moved by some things I read on this blog, and also by this video.Stats

If God does exists, I believe there is a high probability that he can be found somewhere on the following blog,  so i thought I’d post links for those looking for him.

Here is a video:
Sex Series, Impotence of the Church

Here is her blog:
Revelations From Daddy in Heaven

Spiritual stories that counsel and educate with dreams, faith and healing.

 

 

 

God and afterlife was the last illusion to go.

God and afterlife was the last illusion to go.
Life with no illusions is hell on earth.

The tooth-fairy and Easter Bunny,
Santa Claus, Lie
Lie, Lie, Lie

Grandparents and Puppy Dogs
Someone’s Mom, Gone
Gone, Gone, Gone

Soul Mate and Celebrity,
Notoriety, No
Show, No-Show

Youth and Time,
Hope, Die
Die, Die, Die

If it is not a lie
If it ever Shows
It will Die
or it will go.

But there’s God right? There’s that deep certainty that keeps you barely transcendent
The first, deepest pillar of our confidence, thank god our religion was the real one
We have this gift of faith. It is why we are going to be okay while others may die
It’s why our future will work out and nobody we love will ever become nothing, die

Then your Grandparents and everyone you knew in their generation die
Then Your parents get ready to die and a few of your friends Die
Animals die and you learn that all the brain parts and parts that make you, you
and the memories stored in your brain of everything you do, die

Then those who were supposedly the ones who did not lie, your link to the sky
Have raped and molested little boys, did they confess? Hell no, they ran
Those that are supposed to be in the most know about God, rape boys
And you’re supposed to believe they really believe in God? Heaven?

There is zero proof of an afterlife and life after death defies all science and comprehension
memories are stored in the brain, this has been proven
So, if you’re in some afterlife and you have no memory of them, you, us
Then you have no self, no identity and no awareness of what it is that remains

There has not been one truly miraculous thing that has ended up real,
Including everything that you have ever come across that seemed magical,
It always ends up a lie or a dream and ultimately, very human and unremarkable.
To dust and wind do fade all the signs of heaven and anything divine..

There’s not a single thing that has ever been found or past down
That has any power beyond us mortal humans walking around.

God and Heaven are the deepest, most important, illusions to go
By the time it finally becomes impossible to believe in God and religion
Everything of lesser importance has already gone, never was
There’s no more magic, nothing else, no more surprises

Life is a nightmare and a horror Show
When there is no trick strong enough
To convince your mind to believe in god
Or make you believe that heaven’s a go.