Dr G certified psychologist dissection/interview: Savior, Phallus complex, Marriage, non Marriage

Dr G:: interview

Okay, this is a risky interview for both parties. In order to get Dr G to agree to this interview, I actually had to agree to terms in writing – first time.

  • She was guaranteed full final approval of all content and redaction – redaction have been noted.
  • There must be no subsequent disclosure without full consent.
  • Dr G reserved the right to pull the interview at anytime before or after publication.

These terms were completely understandable and fair. The Dr. has a well known practice,  and is taking risk on behalf of contributing to my blog. It might be my undoing, but I immensely appreciate the Dr for her professional, unique and consequential contribution the SSD blog.

SS: Thank you for taking time to do this. Would you please introduce yourself and what you do?


Dr G: Thank you, I can say this is a first for me. I am a wife and mother to three children, two in high school and one just completing her first year of college. I am a board certified couple & family psychologist. in private practice. [redaction]

SS: Did you read anything on my blog before this interview.

Dr G::: All of it.

SS: Uh oh. And your thoughts – why are you doing this interview despite reading “all of it?”

Dr G: Well, it’s an entertainment blog, right? I find it entertaining. I’m not sure if many of those who read the blog meet you first, but that was an interesting factor – this nice unobtrusive gentleman with these sexual admonitions. You make it clear that you speak from a layman’s perspective and, unlike I’ve seen by some others online, you’re discussing and not advising. That said, measured against the cases I’ve treated, I find your anecdotes or “on the ground in the field” research highly plausible. The stories you speak of are either true, or you’re an experienced psychologist or an exceptionally perceptive artist, whichever the case, I’d say there’s value in what you’re saying.

SS: So you don’t find the sexual parts “true to form?”

Dr G.: Therapy usually doesn’t get as sexually explicit, or specific. It’s probably part of what makes your tails interesting, they include the hidden and forbidden parts of the story.

SS: So, you don’t discuss explicit or specific sexual matters with your patients?

Dr G.: Sometimes, but more often the parts that hurt or are problematic are addressed, as opposed to those aspects most provocative and stimulating shall we say. [redaction here]

SS: I gave you the option to do this interview over text if you wanted and you chose to do this in person, why? I’m glad you did BTW, just curious?

Dr G: Primarily to get my little contract signed and felt I would have more control over the publishing, or non-publishing process. Secondarily, I figured we might as well keep it real and here I get to see your collection of musical instruments and your art.

SS: So you read “all of it,” you say, you didn’t read my first publication Dare did you?

Dr G. I said all of it, yes I purchased and read “Dare”

SS: Wow. But, thank you very much for doing so – I would have of course sent you a copy for free – you’ve got a life time membership to the Sinner Saint Diary series now. So, I’m afraid to ask, but based on everything you’ve read – can you give me a non-binding, off the record, off the cuff psychological summary or profile of me?

Dr G. : If I had a month to do so. Kidding. Let’s be clear this is premature, non-professional and as you say “non-binding.” There’s the most obvious, apparent commitment issues. I’ve met you and there’s no perceivable reason other than your psychology why you haven’t married or had more long term relationships. You seem to have a strong desire to rescue, a “savior complex” of sorts. I get the sense that you feel you’ve harmed, or let someone be harmed, and you have a compulsion to undo or make up for it. I suspect your guilt is out of proportion and you’ve judged yourself too severely. Then there’s the “elephant in the room,” a pronounced phallus-related complex. Perhaps you have failed or feel insecure about accomplishing your “saving” people with your mind? Or, have a perception of inadequacy about your intellectual desirability? Or, perhaps you feel inadequate physically, so you compensate through your stories? Could be many reasons, but the fact that your genitalia play such a role, seems a pointer baring a degree of psychological significance.

SS: What an answer, thank you for not giving some safe, “I’d need more info,” answer. I feel dissected and revealed – but I asked for it. So, this penis complex I have, that’s tough love, but fair enough, I’d like to get to the bottom of that. Clinically speaking, would it help narrow down the possible root of the complex if you’d seen my “phallus?”

Dr G: It may have eliminated one or two possibilities, but we could probably  understand the fixation with some discussion.

(It’s’ embarrassing enough to be hearing about this “phallus complex” I supposedly have, not going to give the inadequacy theory any oxygen. Here in the interview I walked over to the kitchen to grab the wine bottle for refills – and briefly flashed my dick to Dr G on the way.)

Dr G.: Okay, new data, what time might be saved if I’d had a photo of certain patients nude. Kidding. Do you not tend to feature your phallus prominently as compared to other aspects in many of your stories, and if so, why do you suppose that is? Aside from the obvious reason.

SS: Simple reasons. One, as told in my stories, my phallus gets mentioned and participates. Two, it turns me on to experience and also write about my phallus getting attention or turning anyone on. Three, I know anatomy is shallow to acknowledge and supposed to be inconsequential, but some situations – some stories – involve the phallus – a few even revolve around it.

Dr G: Perhaps we can describe it as more of a “fetish,” than a “complex?”

SS: You’re the Dr, you tell me.

Dr G:i want to re-read everything in light of new discoveries.

SS: So, couple and family psychology, does that include sex therapy?

Dr G: Yes. I wrote a thesis related to that. [redacted]

SS: Do I need therapy?

Dr G: That depends, do you feel you need it? You seem to be happy and high functioning, but that’s your decision not mine.

SS: Who goes to sex therapy and for what purpose?

Dr G: Often sex therapy is a component of a larger scope of therapy. Or, sex related issues are a symptom, cause or component of a larger scope of treatment. And then there’s cases involving sexual abuse, addiction and dysfunction. Some of your stories are pertinent in that they describe the straightforward facts, without the baggage, of the reality some experience. It’s’ human nature for people to be selective with their truth, and your stories tell the parts that I infer. Not that some who I counsel aren’t open an explicit.

SS: Okay, I know you can’t divulge specific cases, but in general, what are some more common sex related issues that you’ve seen or treated?

Dr G: Infidelity. Sexual dysfunction. Sexual incompatibility or problematic fetishes. Sexual compulsion. Hypersexuality, although I don’t see all hypersexuality as pathological. I’ve seen those who have a clearly deleterious pathology to their sexual compulsions, and those that are like you seem to be, hypersexual, high-libido without derangement or personal distress or impairment in social, occupational or other areas of functioning associated with the frequency and intensity of these sexual fantasies, urges, and behavior. Perhaps, being aware of your “hypersexuality” (if you have such), you deliberately avoided commitment as opposed to committing to someone knowing you would inevitably be unfaithful? If so, I commend you for that, but have you considered any non-traditional options? A partner open to poly-amorous agreement perhaps? I mention this only because I get the sense you are sacrificing much for your nature, for the sake of your integrity. I’ll stop there, you’ll have to be a paying customer to get more.

SS: Well that’s good. You don’t find my “hypersexuality” to be pathological and crazy? That’s a relief. No, I get what you’re saying. I don’t think I’m that hypersexual actually, I’m a normal, healthy guy who likes women and sex, yes. Okay, a little hypersexual yes, but not as much anymore. When I was a teen and in my early to mid 20s it was a different story. There was no pill to calm such a libido. Thank god for my parents and the education they gave me – I’d be dead or in big trouble long before now if they’d not informed me as they had. I’m lucky to be alive and healthy as it were. But, as my stories have or will detail, things were crazy. Would you like to see my “phallus ” erect so you can rule out erectile dysfunction as the reason I have my phallus complex?

Dr G: No, I will completely take your word on that. You’ve proven enough, let’s leave that one for my, and reader, imagination.

SS: So, did Dare or any of my stories turn you on? Did you like them? Or, was it purely a clinical read?

Dr G: I said I found them entertaining. You’re a smart man, I think you can read the subtext in that.

SS: True, the subtext I read was that it turned you on, you masturbated over it, and contributed to the reason you chose to do this interview in person.

Dr G: I won’t confirm or deny that statement.

SS: OMG, you read my blog or my book Dare and actually masturbated during or right after reading?

Dr G: Again, I won’t confirm or deny.

SS: Wow, despite my phallus and savior complex, I encouraged you to get off? Awesome, good to know even Doctors get off.

Dr G: [redacted]

SS: I really hope you don’t cut that out of the interview.

Dr G: 100% I will cut that out of this interview.

SS: damn.

Dr G: Sorry, you agreed to rules. I’d let that stay if not for the obvious identifier.

SS: I know. So, how is your sex life with husband, is it perfect because you’re an expert?

Dr G: of course not, no relationship, marriage or sex life is perfect.

SS: In what ways is it not perfect?

Dr G: We are normal and imperfect as all couples are. We’re in our forties, the Cialis isn’t always effective, he’s overweight and I’ve worked harder to maintain my appearance. However, when I was pregnant and our kids were young, his sexual needs were not met like he’d have liked and yet he stuck in there with me. Marriage is a contract not a perfect solution. We agreed not to quit or leave each other, better or worse.

SS: Well, you’re a woman who stuck by her word, I admire that.

Dr G: Yes I have.

SS: Can we kiss though?

Dr G: Sure.

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I hope everyone enjoyed this one of Kind interview. I cannot thank Dr G enough for participating. Thank You.

Please comment and let me know if you enjoy such content or suggest how I might make this blog more meaningful.

Thank you.

Weekend in the life: There is Calm Before the Debauchery.

Wait – the story started here with…

Part one: One weekend in my life as a college sophomore.

and then it continued on to …

Part Two: Weekend in the life: wet lips, hard parts, loud coming, blond bush,

and …

Part Three: Anal and More Anal

and …

Part Four: Weekend in the life: Sheryl comes and goes, stage is set

and then here to …

Part 5

I watched her get into the shuttle. I felt like an asshole – so disappointed in myself. I felt guilt. Not for the stuff we did sexually; if anything we used each other for it. What I did was worse; I talked her into flying to another state to cheat on her boyfriend – while   actually I was just drunk and had no interest in seeing her.  She wasn’t stupid – she knew what was going on; She was kind enough to let me off the hook – could have made me pretend all weekend.

I drank another margarita while I thought about how I needed to moderate my drinking. At least she was gone already, so quickly. I was guilty but free. The sex was pretty sexy – so it wasn’t all for nothing. She did call out another guy’s name – thankfully – was the only excuse I could keep in mind to feel less guilty.

I’m a good guy – but my hormones and substance indulgences early in college compelled me to make some less than empathetic decisions. Talking Sheryl into visiting while I was drunk, when I hardly liked to be around her sober, felt like a new kind of bad drunken decision – one I couldn’t detach from – blame it on the alcohol.

I knew why I thought to call Sheryl  –  why I liked her when I was drunk – probably same reasons why anybody would. I knew she was a nice person, but her weakness turned me off. I found her inauthentic for trying so hard; for trying to be a blond bombshell despite having a face that would forever deny her such a distinction.

At the time – I thought I was not attracted to Sheryl because i saw through her – had her figured out; I had no idea that in Sheryl’s weakness and efforts to be something more than she was – I was seeing in replica – the folly in my own behavior – vulnerability of my own story.

Although it would be a while before I’d discover it – I was no better – was pretending things too. I came from not far above average money – had a bit of my own – but was trying to fit in with many around me who were wealthy enough to want to hide it.  Also, I was not far above average smart  – but was trying to pass for brilliant like some others around me genuinely were.

Sheryl and I both had yet to grow into ourselves and drop the pretense. Greater depth, self-awareness and humility continued to evade me for at least another year and my first several acid trips – and until the money ran out.

Being too broke to afford a toy watch, or matchbox car , is  fast way to learn that wealth isn’t a watch or a car.  And, confidence – or talent – even “brilliance” – toxic concepts. Talent and confidence are lazy foreman, stuffing their faces, impatiently waiting for the job to get done.   Hopefully Sheryl learned that her real beauty was far more than a pretty face. One way or the other, as people grow up, most learn that greatness and strengths can’t be faked: we can fool ourselves; it’s unlikely we’ll fool others about who we’re fooling.

Sheryl was already benefiting from her insecurities: she was humble and giving; she kept her body in perfect shape and dressed classy and sexy.  For all my naivete, i did appreciate her kindness – and when push came to shove, she never failed to turn me on and get me horny.

Thinking back – I hate to think what she must have thought about me – and how bad I probably hurt her feelings. I wish I could go back to that moment and kick my own ass.

Okay – damn, I’m sorry . I was supposed to be telling a hot story here. Don’t worry – we’ve only gotten up to 2pm on Saturday; there’s a lot more to tell, trust me – I didn’t chose that particular weekend randomly.

Stay tuned for the next part  – where I’ll resume the telling of the weekend in life as a college sophomore.

What you might have thought to be the main act of this show – the climax – tip of the arch even, was just foothills before an Everest of what happened next; coming in Sheryl’s ass was not even the previews before the movie – more like the lame slide show of treats and refreshments that those who arrive too early must suffer though.

The next part of this story will kill the lights and fire up the projector.

And now you may read on to…

A Weekend in the Life Part 6: But First a fight

Weekend in the life: Sheryl comes and goes, stage is set

Wait – the story started here with…

Part one: One weekend in my life as a college sophomore.

and then it continued on to …

Part Two: Weekend in the life: wet lips, hard parts, loud coming, blond bush,

and …

Part Three: Anal and More Anal

and then here to …


Part Four

“Feeling okay?”

“Better. You?.”

“Loving it – feel how hard I am?”

“I like it.”

“What?’

“How much you like it. How naughty it is.”

“So Mike hasn’t done this?”

“Nobody has.”

I touched her as we talked – I felt her wetness come back.

“Feel that – going to come in you.”

“Oh god, keep talking.”

“You like this hard cock? You like this secret – getting your ass fucked without you boyfriend knowing?”

“Oh god…”

“How about your friend Linda? You going to tell her? Wish she was watching us? Want to lick her pussy?”

Linda was Sheryl’s big sister in her sorority – very hot brunette with huge tits and bisexual. She’d gone out with Sheryl and I once.

Sheryl didn’t answer but I could tell by her sounds that she liked the topic.

“Tell me you want to lick Linda’s pussy.”

“I want to lick Linda’s pussy.”

“Feel that – going to come in you while you suck that clit.”

“Oh god I’m coming,” Sheryl says – more suddenly than I expected.

This starts me off.

“Feel that – coming in your ass – still coming”

So good – came so hard. She got off and I was in so much pleasure – and some pain: my cock was so hard – it hurt.

“Do you think they’re gone?”

“I don’t know – just go, I’ll go with you.”

We crossed the hall to the bathroom. I got into the shower. She sat on toilet then joined me.

“Still glad I’m here?”

“Yes.”

Sort of wished she would go – but after giving me ass, even at that age, I wasn’t an asshole enough to respond any other way.

“That hurt more than losing my virginity. Although, I didn’t come then.”

“It did? I’m sorry.

“No you’re not.”

“Well, I’m not sorry we did it – would do it again, but..”

We start kissing while Sheryl washes me – alternating hands while she stroked soap on to me.

“Missed you – thought about you.”

“Oh yea? Even with Mike?”

“Yes.  – now I’m going to get embarrassed.”

“What, why?”

“Embarrassing how you make me feel… silly. You’re sort of infectious. “

“I am? Thank you

Sheryl looks down at me, still soaping me up – balls and all.

“I like your dick?”

“You do? That’s good to hear,” I laughed. “I like your bush.”

“You do? You wouldn’t rather it was shaved?”

“No way, perfect as is. Might be the only blond one I’ve seen – known lots of blonde girls – none were blond there.”

“First for both of us then – I’ve never seen a dick like this.”

“A circumcised one?”

“Funny. No, A huge one.”

“You think it’s huge?”

“Shut up, don’t be vain.”

“What?”

I was totally being vain – more so horny – wanted to hear her thoughts – make her words defy her shyness.

“You said you like my dick – that’s kind of hot.”

“I love your dick.. And your eyes – the two parts I think of – most.”

“Seriously? I think of your big long nipples and blond bush. And your awesome hair.”

“Listen to us,” Sheryl laughed. “Shallow, right?”

“Totally, fuck your personality or character.”

“No, It’s all connected – It’s about you – was just speaking visual wise”

“What happens if I come home next summer and you are all serious with your man Mike?”

“I could lie and say I’d definitely let  nothing happen.”

“We should hang with Linda.”

“I was turned on – I’m not bi for her.”

“I am.”

We finished up and toweled off – after I found some ½ clean ones in my room.

Everyone had left and we had  the apartment to ourselves. We were still naked and drying off in the bathroom when Natalia my neighbor showed up. She had become good buds with my roommate Jeff and I – knocking no longer required = we’d walk into her apartment without knocking too.

‘Anybody here?”

“Yea – one sec”

I wrapped my towel around me and Sheryl went into my room

“What? You’ve got a girl here, don’t you?”

“Branton and Eric are so pissed – woke them up fucking.”

“Yea I know – ran into them. They’ve got a stick up their ass – I wouldn’t worry about it. Put some clothes on before I nip out or something.”

Natalia was awesome – gorgeous, busty, smart daughter of a New York night club owner. Nobody I know had slept with her – didn’t think she was gay. She’d flirt – sort of – but nobody got anywhere with her. My roommate Jeff felt some boob over her shirt while giving her a massage – that’s it. I don’t know why she was depriving herself – anyone could tell she was about to burst.

I guess because she never messed around – never got relief, Natalia was usually very horny. Or, I assumed that is why she’d work something sexual into most every conversation.

“I guess she enjoyed herself? Who is she?”

“She flew out from home – me her during summer at work.”

“Flew out? Was this planned? Ohhh, you drunk dialed her didn’t you? Now what?”

“No, she’s cool – just was a surprise this morning. I got anal so worth it.”

“Oh Jesus, no wonder.. John said it sounded like a murder during a porn shoot.”

“No, not during the anal. She yelled another guy’s name so gave me anal.”

Sheryl walked in and I introduce her to Natalia.

I went to get dressed leaving Natalia to suck as much info out of Sheryl and the situation as she could – to gossip about. She didn’t gossip to be underhanded – she just loved to talk. Likewise, I don’t think she intended to be a tease – but she’d teased me so ruthlessly, I had almost become immune.

I wanted to go goof off with Natalia. But Sheryl was there – I couldn’t ask her to leave. We needed drinks. Natalia left as soon as I got dressed and returned.

“Oh, I’ve got something to tell you – you’re going to die,” Natalia said on her way out.

“She’s cool,” Sheryl said.

“Yea, prude but cool.”

“I think maybe I should go home… “

“Why, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing. Just feeling sort of bad because of Mike – and I don’t know – just ..”

“Whatever you want to do is totally fine – either way. It was great seeing you if you need to go – or you can stay – no hurt feelings.”

“I guess should go – let me see if there’s a flight.”

“Okay.”

She found a flight – had a couple hours to kill with me before having to leave with airport. I think she’d figured out that I was more enthused about her visiting while I was fucked up the night before. We made margaritas – had a few each and a few tequila shots too. We began having so much fun I was sort of bummed she was leaving. Our shyness went away for about forty five minutes – shy people on alcohol have a lot to say.

She had two fraternity guys try to fuck her. Well she fucked one and sucked the other off. It was bothering her – happened a few weeks back when she was already getting serious with Mike.

I think I helped her feel better – told her about a few of my mistakes that year. That I was seeing this girl at an all girls catholic college nearby – and snuck onto campus – sneaked into her friends dorm room and fucked her – the girl I was dating actually knocked on the door while I was there. I told her about a friend that lived in my dorm freshman year who had been valedictorian of her high school – had dorm orgy with four guys the night before her boyfriend visited.

“If you get through college with nothing more scandalous than one and a half three-ways, that’s probably an average or lower on the immoral behavior during college scale.

I guess I helped – the guilt went away  – at least for the time being, and we both got very horny. She said I should just make a move on Natalia – that she probably just can’t make a move for whatever reason.

“Given that you’ve hooked up with three guys while with Mike – perhaps that should tell you something?”

“Mike was my fourth – you my third – I don’t know – the two fraternity guys was a drunk adventure thing. You’re the only one I’ve had sex with sober since mike.”

“Maybe you should just tell him you fuck me and others sometimes so you don’t feel guilty?”

“I wish I could – he’d not be cool with it.  Definitely the monogamous type – I am too I think – just not yet. It’s fucked I know.”

“Yea. I’d just be honest and if he wants you enough he’ll deal with it. Either that, or don’t fuck around and be monogamous with him.”

I wanted to see her in her skirt and pantyhose – without panties – and she say on the balcony with her knees up – feet on the chair – so I could see the details of her crotch as we watched students and locals down on the street. She said her ass was sore – and let me examine it – I licked it for a good five minutes and gave her an optimistic prognosis.

She called her friend Linda – told Linda she was drunk – told her we had anal; talked about how bad she felt bad about Mike.. lost track of conversation after that. Just watched her crotch and her breast through her partly open blouse – her bold nipple so long – her one leg up on chair and the half bit of bush I could see.

I was in the fold out chair next to her. She reached to my leg and pulled my shorts right up past my hardening dick and grabbed it in her hand as she finished her call.

She barely got off the phone before Super Shuttle called – I could see it arrive. Such bad timing. We were both bummed. She left quickly – left without panties on – left me with an aching hard on.

It was only one o’clock, the day was sunny and I was buzzed and horny: no chance I’d let the day end there.

And now you may read on to…

Part Four: Weekend in the life: There is Calm Before the Debauchery.

Part Three – Anal and More Anal

Wait – the story started here with…

Part one: One weekend in my life as a college sophomore.

and then it continued on to …

Part Two: Weekend in the life: wet lips, hard parts, loud coming, blond bush,

and then here to …


Part Three

“I’ll get over it,” I said. “But, really, you probably should just go – if you’re feeling that bad about being here.”

“I’ve already come.. I’ll go if you want but I’d rather stay now that I’m here? I really am sorry, what can I do to redeem myself?”

“What will you do?”

“Name it. Forgive me and let’s have a good time… tell me what you want and I’ll do it.”

“Okay, how about anal sex right now?”

“What? I’ve never done that.”

“So, no?”

“If you forget my little faux pas  and all will be cool, okay.”

“No way, You have too had anal sex? You’re lying,” I said. I was just confirming – I actually believed it was true, because I hadn’t had anal sex.

Well, I hadn’t had it per se. I got my head inside my High school girlfriend once and then she made me stop. After that it became a big desire. The times when I didn’t come when she came, which wasn’t often – one of the few situations where my high school girlfriend showed vulnerability and let go of control – was while coming. That was hot and usually set me off two. But when I could hold through, when possible, I’d pull out and rub my tip on her ass while I came on it.

My next girlfriend was waiting until marriage, so I enjoyed this type of ending often. She like to lay on her stomach with a toy while I came on her ass – never let me in there. I’d had a few years of ass teasing – only – so ass from Sheryl was over payment for her slip up.

“Swear to god, NEVER!”

“So you will?”

“We can try, no promises. It’s an adjustment to take you normally, seriously not sure.”

“Okay, fair deal,” I said. I was quickly getting back hard as soon as I realized the ass might be happening.

I was fully hard by the time I was back from rummaging around my room for something lubricant like – I found some lip balm is all.

My roommates were up and about – TV on – making noise outside the room. They were just decent enough of people to not confront me while I had company – but I knew there’d be an issue later. I’d wanted anal for years and was about to get it – so fuck the persnickety roommates.

“Jesus, you’re enormous,” she said as I sat next to her on my bed.”

“Um, you’ve seen me before – we just had sex ten minutes ago.”

“I’ve never seen you before you were about to put it in my ass.”

“Good point. Sit down on me.”

“You owe me a fabulous fucking weekend dude.”

We started with her sitting down on my lap – while I sat on the bed – she had nothing to hold onto so we went to my desk. held onto the shelves –  turned on my desk light. My desk was right next to the door and just on the other side we listened to kitchen dishes clank, cupboards thumb – roommates were being louder on purpose – such bitches.

It seemed forever getting things going – she would sit down a little bit and then say “wait,” then try a bit more. If you’d done anal – you know the drill. My cock was at its penultimate hardness.

I was in her pretty good – she was over me – halfway or more – and we sat there in a holding pattern. She was quiet – I wasn’t sure where things would go from there but I was loving just sitting there – in her ass. A few of my roommate’s friends showed up – now there were at least four outside the door.

I would have been happy staying frozen with her all day like we were – her ass clenching around me was enough to keep me there – so I sat there and hoped only she’d not pull off me.

“You feel how hard you make me? Want to stop? Are we good?”

“Yes, as long as we stay still – it’s not hurting now. This is about the best I can do – not sure what you had in mind,  but..”

“This is fine – amazing actually, can we do this all day?”

“You like this?”

“Do you feel how hard I am? I am dizzy over this. Are you good?”

“Yes, feeling better. You deirginized my ass – how about  that? “

“I’m happy about it.”

“Naughty, huh? Your totally in my ass right now – kinda turning me on.”

I thanked god. Didn’t’ figure Sheryl or anyone would go too long with anything shoved up their ass if they weren’t turned on.

“She moved up and down a few times – tiny little bit.

“You want to stop?”

“No, just be still.”

Worked for me.Didn’t know if she’d get off on the activity like I was.

Oh my god the feel of her ass – no idea if the intermittent squeezes – contractions – were involuntary or her experimenting,

I started talking in her ear and reaching under her leg to rub her clit –

Then a roommate knocks on my door – obnoxiously – “Duncan – can you move your car?”’

We had four spots but two lanes.

“Can you just move it,” I said.

“You key’s aren’t in the bin.”

Fuck. my keys were on my night stand.

“Can we resume this position?”

“Yes, I need to use your bathroom first.”

I grabbed the keys  and Sheryl threw on my robe. – handed the keys to him as Sheryl ran out to the bathroom directly across the hall. I was rock hard – didn’t give a fuck. Roommate paused for a moment – deciding whether to be a dick and make me move the car.

So, I wait back in my room.

“Nice guy,” Sheryl said as she came back in.

“He’s not my biggest fan.”

“You’re still hard.”

“True.”

Sort of awkward silence ensued.

“I love your dick.”

“I love your ass.”

“It’s a bit much for my ass.”

“Okay, so you don’t want to resume where we left off? Thank you for doing it.”

“You can put it back in – but if you want to bang me – it can’t be there.”

“That’s fine just being in there.”

“Naughty boy.”

We ended up where we left off. I got her wet with the  wetness of her pussy this time. Maybe a bit deeper this time. We didn’t move much – and just started talking.

I think she was ½ turned on by how into it I was – and have amused or curious about the situation – whatever her reasons – she began to enjoy the engagement

“You going to just keep your cock in my ass all day?”

“I think so, yes.”

“You’re crazy. I’m crazy.”

And now you may read on to…

Part four: Weekend in the life: Sheryl comes and goes, stage is set

Want to know people’s actual thoughts and secret desires? here’s how

I am intrigued by what people actually think and do (when not judged – if the “real” truth be known).

Reading blogs is a great way to catch a glimpse of people’s truth – it”s what makes blogs great.

But, most do not create an online blog and share their most honest, intimate truths; even us who do, we are not totally anonymous and have boundaries. I doubt there’s any blogger on earth that shares every single truth – is 100% “honest.” Let’s face it, the most open and honest among us are constrained by what society and culture will tolerate – let alone our friends and families if they happen upon our blogs.

I have created an anonymous poll site in search of true answers and honest statistics regarding some of the more sensitive topics and aspects of our lives. The site is NaughtyPolls.com and I originally introduced the project on this blog post.

If you are curious about people’s true opinions and the actual reality of people’s lives, I ask you to enjoy NaughtyPolls.com  – AND – help in the effort to get the site off the ground. What will make it interesting and attract visitors is poll results – but, to get this going, we need to get some answers submitted – chicken or the egg sort of thing. I could kick start the site by injecting a bunch of fake answers and participation stats – like most every other poll-type site does – but that would defeat the purpose.

A lot of thought and development time has been invested in how to fashion this project in a way that we’d get real, honest, true results. When you check out  the site- you will see there aren’t 1000s of respondents (fake data) nor any advertisements.

You will notice on most poll sites (which are boring anyway because they don’t dare to get naughty).. there are advertisers. Also, you will notice that they ask you identifying information before you start participating – this is so they can correlate your answers with their advertisements, or sell your id info along with correlated answers to businesses etc.

Naughtypolls.com does not have this model. Hell yea It would be great (miraculous god send) if I ever made money on the site, BUT, if that were to happen it would not involve infringing on privacy. How do you know? Naughtypolls.com does not ask for your email, your name, or any other personally identifying information. The site does use IP address as a means to this end – as an alternative to collecting email or other identifying info – yet  keep track of what polls people have answered and to prevent duplicate answers – and remember people’s gender (poll results are tabulated by gender).

So, if you too are interested in knowing what people really think and do – and want to discover the true answers to questions society frowns upon us asking – let alone answering, I welcome you to visit naughtypolls.com and answer some polls.

Thank you all for helping me get this idea off the ground. I welcome any suggestions you might have regarding the website or questions you wish to see added.

 

Thank you

Weekend in the life: wet lips, hard parts, loud coming, blond bush, part 2 of 4

Wait – the story started here with…

Part one: One weekend in my life as a college sophomore.

and then here to …

Part Two:

“My roommates are sleeping – they are total dicks – we should do this later.”

Sheryl ignored me. She stared into my eyes, expanded her strokes up and down my cock and sucked on my bottom lip. She caught it with a lick as I pulled back to continue whispering my case.

“Why don’t we..”

I forgot what I was going to say – Sheryl interrupted my train of – grabbed my hand and guided it up under her skirt and pressed it against her. Her panties were wet. No, drenched. I pulled her skirt up to look.

She was wearing sheer black panties with some kind of lace pattern – her full blond bush was clearly visible – natural. My fingers slipped around the panties – right into her – it was a bath in there. Her wetness was already all over her lips – the top of her thighs – almost to her ass until I dipped two fingers and painted wet the rest of the way. Wet enough to smoothly pop the tip of my middle finger in back there. Sheryl moaned and “oh-my-godded” – already too loudly.

I was too turned on this point – too much to remember my efforts to keep us quiet. Sheryl scooted her skirt down – removed her sandals – bra – blouse – and slinky wet panties.

“I’ve missed you,” she said as she worked my the fly of my boxers off. She gave me a light kiss with a delicate tip of tongue, and stepped back to my bed. She led me by my dick and arm as she sat back. In one continuous-ish motion, she laid back at the edge, lifted her legs apart, her knees up towards the ceiling, and reeled me in to the spot – slid right into her.

As soon as most of me was in her, I knew there’d be commotion of consequence. I tried to shush and tell her to be quiet. Maybe ten full thrusts and she started coming and announced it.

I gave up trying – let her be her – and fucked her like mad – we fucked hard – and she kept loud and got louder with each of several orgasms – until it happened.

“Oh god, Mike…”

What the fuck. My name’s not Mike.

“What the fuck, ‘Mike’?” I said as I pulled out and stood up – throbbing in pain – stopped dead on the verge of coming brains.

My roommates were up – I could hear one go into our shared bathroom in the hallway. Sheryl tried to correct the name – but it was too late.

She felt horrible and wanted to explain. She’d been seeing a guy – was getting serious with. He wouldn’t know about her trip to see me.

“I really like him but I’m sort of infatuated with you. I wasn’t thinking like it was him  – I think I’m just feeling guilty about this – so he was on my mind that way – just came out – I’m sorry.”
Gets crazier  –

And now you may read on to…

Part Three: Anal and More Anal

Brains, Boobs, Bad Ass – Interview With Extraordinary Blogger Princess

Interviewee: Princess
Interviewer: Duncan
Location: Online

What: Princess is a sexy, brilliant young blogger who just did this interview with me. Here is her blog: https://thebrokenrosewithlaughingeyes.wordpress.com

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Princess: I don’t always go to sleep at 9pm

SinnerSaint: here

Princess: Here

SinnerSaint: Great – very cool we found a time to do this. Thank you.

Princess: The pleasure is all mine

Princess: I read your last interview- I’m a little nervous but eager

SinnerSaint: Okay, there’s not big rules other than try to answer as honestly as you can – don’t worry about typos and spelling – I’ll proof for those when I format for posting. The questions will be a mix but I’ll be leaning towards questions that have an erotica theme

SinnerSaint: Oh, well that interview was one of my most tame one. You didn’t read the second interview with her that I hid.

Princess: Got it, I’m ready

SinnerSaint: Okay here we go. Let’s start with some basic information about you: Age? Country? Bra size? Favorite body part (of yours)? Have a job/business/profession?

Princess: 25, United States, 38 DD, lips, I have a degree in marketing that I don’t use– I’m in real estate and insurance now

SinnerSaint: What piercings do you have?

Princess: Ear lobes, industrial, Christina/hood and nipples

SinnerSaint: What is the honest, true, real reason why you decided to get the nipple and vaginal area piercings?

Princess: I enjoy pain. Both happened at a time I wanted a tattoo right then but my guy was busy. I was sexually repressed for years and it was a secret way to express myself. Also I like the way they look, always have.

Princess: I seek pain when I’m stressed and/or blue

SinnerSaint: Were you sexually repressed in high school? how about college? when did you become UN-repressed?

SinnerSaint: So pain turns you on, or you like it but not a sexual thing?

Princess: High school and all of college. I opened my 9 year relationship which helped some, met a guy online that took me to a swingers party at a seedy hotel. He inadvertently helped me meet the Dom I played with that really helped me spreads my wings in a group message leading up to said party. Group sex really inhibits a gal.

Princess: Yes pain turns me on. I also enjoy feeling it when I go numb emotionally.

Princess: May will make a year of being sexually free

SinnerSaint: So let me try to summarize and you can correct where I am wrong: You dated a guy for nine years – fist serious relationship. Then you made it an open relationship and met a guy who took you to a swinger party where you met a DOM woman that became your new significant other and now you’re single?

Princess: Dom was a male. I couldn’t submit to a female, I have topped a few. Otherwise yes nail on the head.

SinnerSaint: Ohhh, was your last relationship with a female or where did I get that idea? In one of your great posts on your blog, you were posting an add for a third person – was that while you were with your DOM male boyfriend? was it his idea or yours?

Princess: Male. I’m bi, I sexually enjoy women but in a more toy sort of way. Yes I posted that add, I wanted to be taken– double penetrated. It would had been RG (Dom) and said contender. Recently I topped a female and wrote about it.. maybe that?

SinnerSaint: By the way, while I think submissiveness (them not me) is sexy, I’m not very knowledgeable about BSDM life – (ala shades of grey) ..

SinnerSaint: Damn, I need to get better at locating the good stuff on your blog. A friend of mine – and blogger recently tried her first double – she said it was a little tricky but otherwise she enjoyed it. So, did you ever experience double pen, or?

Princess: BSDM is what sparked my interest in broadening my horizon. I’m a switch, both submissive and dominant. I’m naturally a type A in control personality. Submission is therapy, my way to give up all the control I hold and exist within the moment. It takes a strong, intelligent alpha male to will that from me. So, I’m normally in control.

Princess: I did not, no.

SinnerSaint: Yea, I’ve never felt the need or desire to be submissive. Honestly, you’d have to kill me to tie me down or handcuff me. But I know a lot of type A’s get off on being sub sometimes. Why did you break up with Dom?

SinnerSaint: BUT, you dominating another woman – that’s a very hot concept. does “TOP” mean “DOM?”

Princess: We weren’t “together” he was also in an open relationship. I finally ended things with long term boyfriend (unrelated to Dom) and he ended one relationship for another that’s not open. We still meet twice a month for dinner, he’s my best friend.

Princess: Yes Top=Dominate Bottom=submitting

SinnerSaint: Wait, you meet with the DOM twice a month or the ex? And you don’t mess around? Did your boyfriend know about the DOM while it was happening?

SinnerSaint: Was your relationship with ex unfulfilling? Why? or, why did you feel the need for open relationship?

Princess: Yes he did. I’d come home and he’d meet me here and I’d cook him dinner and simply state where I had been. Ex is long gone out of the picture. I meet with RG (Dom) for dinner every other week and no.. we don’t do anything sexual. We haven’t been involved sexually since November

SinnerSaint: Ohhh, I just looked up pegging (you mentioned it in a poll suggestion). So pegging is a woman taking a strap on to a man? yikes

Princess: He liked me in lingerie then we would do it missionary with the lights off. Took him 4 years to make me cum.

Princess: Yes, I’ve never done it but recently I’ve had 2 submissive men beg me to. I’m interested but sometimes fantasies don’t need to become real life

Princess: It’s been a confusing 10 months lol

SinnerSaint: WTF? why did he like the lights off? What was the deal, he was just really straight? is that why you took so long to come, or did he not last long enough, or what was the issue?

SinnerSaint: I guess. I used to talk to a woman who’s fetish was watching men fuck each other. that was her thing. Headless to say I couldn’t help her out with that.

Princess: He was a “no fuss” kind of guy. The mental connect wasn’t there in the bedroom. Last time we had sex he tried being rough and he ended up crying..

Princess: I don’t think I’d take it that far

SinnerSaint: OMG, crying? Yea, I could see how that wouldn’t be so hot. Not to be mean – sounds like he was trying to give you what you wanted. So, did the DOM do better at making you come? why?

SinnerSaint: Okay, well if watching two men do it isn’t your thing, what is something super kinky that you think about while masturbating?

Princess: Hes 20 years my senior which I believe was an advantage. He wouldn’t have to touch me and I’d have cum running down my leg ( not an exaggeration ) he used me, which we both got off on but was also concerned with my pleasure. If I was having trouble cumming he would press a vibe to me as he fucked me. I always came at least once when we were together.

Princess: 3 men, one in every hole. But not in a they’re on control way- it would be all about my pleasure

SinnerSaint: If someone would arrange a seminar on making sure women came – half the women in the world wouldn’t sign their men up for it.

SinnerSaint: How would that work exactly – do you envision them alternating thrusts, or each being shoved in a hole and staying still, or ?

Princess: I will never make that mistake again. All you have to do at minimum is very comfortable with yourself and the fact you may need assistance. I have a friend that’s 28 and I talked her through her first orgasm 2 months ago

Princess: She’s about to marry someone that’s never made her cum

Princess: They would move in rhythm.. not sure if that’s realistic but it gets me off

SinnerSaint: That’s a mistake because in ten years, or at some point before death, she’ll see to it that someone makes her come. It must be a mind trip thing – I’ve known a few women that said they hadn’t come with their significant other, and most of them actually came without having to do much with them – must be mental. So, the DOM made you come – has there been any other highly successful lovers in that regard?

Princess: I don’t have many lovers. The ex did eventually. Recently I’ve been seeing a Marine, he doesn’t have to work hard to get me off. I went through a Rut recently. Since my revolution I make sure I get mine, I’ve also learned how to help myself get there and let go of any mental blocks (Dom also helped with that)

SinnerSaint: Is it largely a confidence thing you think, or more lack of determination? Is it people who aren’t confident that don’t get it done – and perhaps self fulfilling, compounding problem because the more they don’t make you come the less confidence they have?

SinnerSaint: So, you have not been very sexual for a year come may, was the marine before that or you’ve been having sex with him but just not a lot?

Princess: I think it’s both parties fault. My friend pretends she’s fulfilled and her beau doesn’t pay enough attention to know any better. People are ashamed of their sexual needs and we are all taught the male orgasm is put on a pedestal.

Princess: I’m still on 2 hands when it comes to PIV sexual partners. Marine was the third person I’d ever been with after opening up my relationship and is my most recent partner. My ex was my first and only till my 20s.

SinnerSaint: Very true. Men take a longgggg time to mature and develop empathy- and care what she’s getting out of things. I’ve known a lot of women who didn’t find it a big deal when they got married, and even more for whom it eventually became an issue. Does it turn you one more to get oral from a woman than a man?

Princess: Woman. Before I had a woman do it I didn’t care for it. Still not a big deal for me unless the person is very handsy as well. I prefer penetration.

SinnerSaint: When did you break up with your first/ex? Who broke it off and why? You have kids together, right? (sorry if it’s a downer topic, I’ll not stay on the topic for long)

SinnerSaint: What is PIV?

Princess: During our relationship being open he got someone else pregnant. We were going to work through that but all he ever wanted was a family and small town life. I want to see the world and do as much as possible before I settle down. It was a long time coming I broke things off then we had a fuel after and didn’t speak for a few months. Finally got closure last month.

Princess: Penns in Vagina, I saw the term today lol

SinnerSaint: I think 90% or another’s orgasm is created before any physical contact begins. Agree, or no?

SinnerSaint: You are much more advanced with your terms than I. I go to your blog to keep up and better my sexual vocabulary.

Princess: Yes I completely agree. DOM would start while I was at work, I’d float through the day and by the time I was standing in front of him I was all worked up

Princess: I like to read and talk to others about their sexual adventures. I do have the physical experience of most but I think what I know exceeds just the deed. I enjoy the psychological side just as much as I do the physical

SinnerSaint: wow, so ironic and typical. The guy who could hardly get you off, cheats on you and impregnates someone. Sorry, I had a judgement moment there. Anyway, you need to meet my good friend and editor Kim – https://kimknottyet.com/ the one who recently tried her first 2 way – you two have some stuff to relate on. Okay, I’m’ losing focus with this sharp learning curve. Focusing now. Are the questions too sexual? Did I read on your blog that you tried a new rabbit toy and another toy at the same time? Was it a butt plug (the second toy)?

Princess: Not too sexual. You did and no it was a Hitachi wand and it was amazing. I don’t own a plug anal isn’t something that pleases me.

Princess: And I would love to chat with her

SinnerSaint: Since you are usually top with girls, can we assume you haven’t done oral on them, or do you usually? Have you ever been naked around others who weren’t your others? when? Does it turn you on more to see or be seen – regarding people that shouldn’t necessarily see you or been seen by you?

SinnerSaint: Well maybe you can chat with her in Dublin during our three way. (joking)

SinnerSaint: Oh, before I forget, how do you keep your nipple piercings from showing in public ? not wear them, or?

Princess: I have preformed oral on a other female and enjoy it. I like to induce pain from pleasure– forced Orgasms. But typically yes they service me. Or are an extension between me and a male partner. Ex and I once had sex in a hot tub in front of about 20 people. He was gone–I enjoyed it. Gave marine head in a parking lot.. like was on my knees on the pavement. I like watching and being watched. Personally enjoy 4 Ways for that reason.

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Princess: If it shouldn’t be seen I’d rather be the one watching. If it’s open then watch me

Princess: I look forward to seeing you both then 😉 and a thick bra keels then hid. They’re always in

SinnerSaint: I always feel like I come across as unintelligent when I talk about sex – which is a problem because I have an erotica blog and book series so I talk about it a lot. Do I come across as shallow or do you realize in a different context I might be able to have other things on my mind? (It’s your interview but here I’m thinking about me. Fantastic).

Princess: If you don’t ask questions you can not learn

SinnerSaint: Well I’ve seen a photo of you in a shirt and they were extremely OBVY – which is great – gave me an erection if the truth be known.

Princess: And if you’re not self aware there’s no room for self growth. I love your blog and know you have a plethora of Information as well

SinnerSaint: Do you get turned on while writing your blog posts? Do you get turned on by reading people’s blog posts? Every read while masturbating or vise versa?

Princess: I didn’t have a bra on, so like your erection, they stand at attention

Princess: If I’m recalling a sexy night I get aroused

SinnerSaint: If I were president I’d outlaw the use of bras. would you comply or go to jail?

Princess: I get most aroused (and have masturbated to) others blog post.

Princess: Comply. I didn’t get them done to hide them all the time. I wear thing bathing suit tops and have several dresses that showcase them

SinnerSaint: Well like all who subject themselves to an interview, you get a lifetime subscription to all diary volumes I ever publish. If you ever read one, will you tell me if it inspired you to masturbate?

Princess: Yes I will

SinnerSaint: LOVEEE that. Few things are more hot for me than insufficient breast coverings. Have you ever watched people have sex in person? if not, ever heard them?

Princess: Maybe even physical proof

SinnerSaint: I want more physical proof of your nipple piercings. LOL

Princess: Yes I attended a swingers party and there was a lot of that going on. Dom and I played with another female and male twice and we would take a break and they would be going at it and we would just sit and watch for a moment

Princess: I’d add a photo to the conversation if I could. How about one for the post? Or you may be greedy with it

SinnerSaint: So does that mean you had intercourse and oral with the other couple at swingers party, or ? Was the party creepy to you at all, or awesome? (never been to one)

SinnerSaint: Hell no! Do I strike you as greedy? That would be awesome if you’d share a photo to post with the interview – I’m sure many others would appreciate it too.

Princess: Creepy. I had sex before aND after but not there (this is covered in my first and second post) in 4 Ways I’ve watched. The party was a lot. Watched a lady take 7 dudes back to back. Not my thing but I enjoy seeing people enjoy themselves

Princess: And I will work on that 😉

SinnerSaint: Yea, I can understand. I’m a prude in some ways I guess – that kind of thing would probably creep me out. I’m not that in to people being lose with their sexuality, I’m in to them being stingy and succumbing. How often do you masturbate? how often have you more than once in a day? have you ever had sex with two different people in a 24 hour period?

SinnerSaint: When you watch porn, what type exactly do you watch? Are you getting tired – needing to go to bed? Do you do the leather and equipment – when you’ve done your BSDM – or, was it not full on like that?

Princess: I used to masturbate daily. This year I have a hand full of times. I once masturbated 4 times in a day. I have had a 4 way so yes 2 men and a women in the same night. Never 2 separate guys without them knowing

SinnerSaint: WOW, a four way, very nice. So you missed the opportunity to have them in your at same time?

Princess: Lesbian squirting or seduce the baby sitter. Im a little tired, Dom had all that and I’ve used it. For me it’s mental control and stimulation. Make me hold still on my own

SinnerSaint: So is your sex dive decreasing – and that’s why you don’t’ masturbate every day? would you ever get married? Who fathered your children?

Princess: The 4 way was the first time I met Dom, had a second the last time we had sex but the other guy wasn’t a good candidate for DP. Just realized first and last time we fucked was a 4 way.

SinnerSaint: Seduce the baby sitter – I like that theme. Okay, I’ll start wrapping it up so you can sleep. hang in there, we’ll be through soon.

Princess: It is. I had ovarian cancer and when I went into remission is when all of this (blog included) started. I’m basically going through menopause at 25. New medicine is helping. I’ll get married after 30, I have frozen eggs do will either use a surrogate or adopt one day regardless. I do want children. Not met the father yet.

SinnerSaint: wow, perhaps we can trade – I’ve thought about buying and egg and surrogate – I always wanted children but never married. You’re not yet 30? Well then, I need to go to Dublin and try to help your sex drive issue. – I’m very sorry about your hard times with the cancer – deeply sorry. sounds like you are surviving it which is awesome!!!

SinnerSaint: I’ll hold the last 1.69 million questions i have for another interview hopefully and let you get some rest. Do you have any questions or anything you wish for me not to include? I am mongo-grateful that you’ve taken your time to do this interview and no doubt readers will be too. You are on my “owe you one” list, and please let me know when there’s anything I can do for you

Princess: Interesting. And nope 25. How old are you? It’s gotten better, had sex 4 times last week and masturbated twice this week. It just requires dedication to the cause– which you can certainly help with;)

SinnerSaint: Holy fuck me on a mountain, you are twenty one? Wow, I’d tap that in heart beat. Now you really seem intelligent – figured you were 33 at least. WOW

Princess: Nope, I give you fill permission to use whatever you please including the photo I’m emailing you. Thank you for interviewing me! If anyone else has any questions we could do a round 2? Or I’ll o

Princess: Twenty five but close lol

SinnerSaint: Now I feel really fucking old. Hell no I’m not telling my age – I had an amazing youth – not that I’m aging any worse than anyone else – but I’ve got a beef with getting older.

SinnerSaint: What if just I have more questions, I don’t get a round two?

SinnerSaint: Photos your emailing me? if any are of your tits, there actually is a god.

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SinnerSaint: imagine that everybody, 25 years old and has twice my vocab.

Princess: Haha you can have as many rounds as you please. Age is simply a number and I prefer my men north of 40.

Princess: And yes, my tits

SinnerSaint: we’re talking age, not inches. Awesome then, because I didn’t even get to my good questions

Princess: Good questions? Oh my give me 3 please

SinnerSaint: Thank you very much Princess. We’ll talk soon I hope, and the interview will be up in about 1/2 an hour. thank you

SinnerSaint: Is it okay if I refer people to your blog?

SinnerSaint: Sooo tempting, because I actually know the three i want to ask, but I’m going to keep them as a cliff hanger to get you to come for another and to inspire readers to come back and read.

Princess: Yes it is and you’re very welcome

Princess: I’m a little worked up.. thought the 3 may send me over edge