The abuse is not about you – it’s what they feel about themselves.
Using you prevents them from enjoying something genuine
Whatever they take becomes something else that can never be given
Whenever they sell you short or put you down – they are admitting what little they think they’re worthy of.
The less they feel they can please you – the more displeased they’ll be with you
Every lie they tell – leaves less of themselves they feel should be known
If they’re faking it – playing you – it’s themselves they’re not taking seriously
if they only knew that it’s more about them – when they do what they do to you.
Would you have me in your thoughts?
What would you do with me there – where nobody would ever know
Not even me unless you wanted me to. What thoughts would you use.
Would you summon my grace and tender side – my sensitive touches
Or take the wildness, the reckless – me in my naughtier moods?
Would you think of my eyes – something innocently handsome
or something muscular, big and hard – things more masculine?
Would we do something I couldn’t imagine you lusting for?
My mind would imagine the desires in you to be shocking.
The wishes of your fantasies are my command – think and it is granted.
Look and I”ll show it – desire and we’ll do it.
I wish I knew what you’d have us do in your mind.
She’ll do what you least expect,
Betray you in ways you never imagined
Turn to stone when your hopes are highest.
She’ll find a way to turn it around,
You’ll take the blame, resent yourself
Love’s no match for her genius.
As soon as you stop hurting,
She’ll seduce you like crazy, only
Setting you up, to break you again.
Debilitating, painful confusion,
Her behavior too unreasonable
To talk about – to admit you allowed..
Becomes your mission, imprisoning,
To see her be fair, show some heart.
it’s hell for you, to her it’s winning.
Doesn’t have to be complicated,
Does it? Maybe we should just do it?
Don’t you ever want it angry, hard?
Banging and coming, rampaging.
Come here then, knock on my door
Put your hand around it, beg for it.
Show me your breasts, to say yes,
I’ll do you like you wanted, promise.
Cannot remember who was more wrong
Who started it first, do you even know?
Can you hear me calling – screaming
Every minute is a day – a day like forever
Come here before I die thirsting
My soul is in half – My love Come here.
That’s right That’s right
I think you’re drooling
Remembering how you lied?
Said I made a move on you?
I’ve come twice and oozing
Out your sides, over your ass.
You said I’m a stupid man
With family money, probably tiny.
Now you can’t even look pretty,
Dangling taken, rag doll bacon.
Come too much, why frozen limp?
Cock’s makin’ honest bitches.
To take it out
Over you this once
The hurt and lust
With scary strength
Fear in our eyes
Crazed sex kill
An offer in jest – never thought you’d accept
I’m all out now – before your eyes, arching
Full reservoir, volatile pressure- shock
Zoomed – engorged – trunk to shroom,
Your smile escapes, secret amusement betrayed,
The geyser roars, white and thick, precarious beams
Overflowing gush and ooze – your eyes on it all
You smile big – I empty the last – we feel alive.
When they haven’t called after a day or a week
When you’re still waiting as a month is approaching
When it’s different this time and you know it’s for good
When you keep loving more and they love you less
When you don’t reach out because they won’t respond
When they need no goodbyes and you can’t say goodbye
When they were your future and want you in their past
When you can’t sleep and you’d rather not wake up
When you don’t know how you’ll be happy without them
When you can no longer get them mad
When who you are stopped being enough
When you feel so alone that you want to throw up
When you can’t imagine forever without them
When you wonder if their love was just imagined
When nobody else will do
When the love of your life no longer wants you