When Losing Love

When they haven’t called after a day or a week

When you’re still waiting as a month is approaching

When it’s different this time and you know it’s for good

When you keep loving more and they love you less

When you don’t reach out because they won’t respond

When they need no goodbyes and you can’t say goodbye

When they were your future and want you in their past

When you can’t sleep and you’d rather not wake up

When you don’t know how you’ll be happy without them

When you can no longer get them mad

When who you are stopped being enough

When you feel so alone that you want to throw up

When you can’t imagine forever without them

When you wonder if their love was just imagined

When nobody else will do

When the love of your life no longer wants you





22 thoughts on “When Losing Love

  1. the lack of a proper goodbye is difficult. But even trickier when the hellos weren’t always authentic… if you gave her your best, and she didn’t honor that, then it’s her loss in the long run – small consolation now, but it will help in the end. Promise.

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  2. I have decided to love with abandon. Come what may. I have previously withheld. Out of fear, out of the need to control. Out of the need for power. (as you state). Fuck that. I refuse to have my love dictated by another. If it hurts, I will feel the pain. For there is joy in just feeling.


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